Powering progress
hey
so i been a coder/programmer/dev; who knows what i should call myself, since 2014, its been pretty sluggish sometimes fast pacing; still, overwhelming, 4 years so far.
it was my friends idea to start a website; cant share the ideas details, so lets say its somewhat a soundcloud of some sorts, i thought it was a waste of energy since i doze off most of the time thanks to my ADHD/PTSD and god knows what else, yes, i am a very certain person who have no trouble remembering things; damaged goods, thanks babe for loving me.
anyways, so the idea is to set up a web application to connect a customer with a service provider in which we will have to provide a communication route for both.
as a tech guy who sole experience with real OOP are limited to recent projects only and all previous projects were paced to deliver, crunch it or you lose type of deals, it gets boring sometimes, even suicidal. so his idea kept swimming aimlessly, in a puffer fish type of way, in the vast endless ocean of forgotten thoughts and one day it was caught by my attempts to stay positive
so i been a coder/programmer/dev; who knows what i should call myself, since 2014, its been pretty sluggish sometimes fast pacing; still, overwhelming, 4 years so far.
it was my friends idea to start a website; cant share the ideas details, so lets say its somewhat a soundcloud of some sorts, i thought it was a waste of energy since i doze off most of the time thanks to my ADHD/PTSD and god knows what else, yes, i am a very certain person who have no trouble remembering things; damaged goods, thanks babe for loving me.
anyways, so the idea is to set up a web application to connect a customer with a service provider in which we will have to provide a communication route for both.
as a tech guy who sole experience with real OOP are limited to recent projects only and all previous projects were paced to deliver, crunch it or you lose type of deals, it gets boring sometimes, even suicidal. so his idea kept swimming aimlessly, in a puffer fish type of way, in the vast endless ocean of forgotten thoughts and one day it was caught by my attempts to stay positive
- motivation seeker: "Ahoy! for we found a fish"
- negative thought: "that won't do! give a man a fish an.."
- motivation seeker: "Gracious Mighty Lord or Deity out there; if any! Focus! we will need to learn how to fish it, gut it, cook it, garnish it, and then sell it; cause whats a fish without garnish? thats some steep learning curve we approach"
- greedy thought: "sounds reasonable.. alert the brain, we have caught an idea for an idea that will need lots of learning and work, we shall duel into the swimming pools of the webdevs"
- motivation seeker: "... well said".
- negative thought: "lets just slit it... and then proceed with our own wrist"
thus, it was the inspiration. a beacon for me to learn some more.. i m already tired after writing this entry, so i will do it for when its fun only, i m hungry too... the paycheck pays shit.
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